Isn't it amazing how fast time is flying by...I look at both my boys and realize that with each day they are growing more and more independent. I wish I would have realized years ago what has become clearer this past year- but that's life. I can't take back time, I can't redo...All I can do is go forward, with each minute with each day with each year....put God foremost and my prayer is that my boys will see Him living in me. So I thank God for loving me, never giving up on me and boy am I thankful for His mercy and grace.
Living each day for Him...what a life. A life that I love, it's not perfect by no means and I'm learning each and every day. But, I'm thankful that I've realized that it's not about me but all about Him.
My life is so blessed. I love my family with all my heart. I have a husband that has dealt with me...sickness and all. I know that can't be easy but he is always there. Our boys are so kind hearted and just the apple of my eye. I'm so blessed that the Lord allowed me to be their mom.
Our family is waiting with open hearts for her. Time has passed...I have had some say to me are you still trying to adopt...not mean spirited but inquisitive. It has been a journey....and I'm sure that we still have more road to walk. So in God's timing...I'm ok with that....I do get anxious at times, I do question is this ever going to happen, but in His timing He reassures me in only the way that He can...and that's the cool part. That's the part when you know it's from Him and not one thing do with you. That's how I like it now in days. All about Him.
So life. Keep happening...clock keep turning....it's ok....for I know the God that has watch over me and it's all good.
